What now,,,it feels good, life started moving at its own pace. Finally i feel as if the person who was always following someone else is now looking after his own happiness and does not have anything else to worry. No, Am not at all saying that i was not happy earlier but it felt like my hand and my brain is tied or may be i was not thinking the way i want to. My heart and my brain was always thinking of some other person, NOT ME???? bloody hell, i was a person who loved himself and life was following, When did i start chasing happiness???the whole world know, U chase happiness and it'll make you sad. remember"Pursuit of Happiness"??LOLZZ..whatever. now i think that sitting here i am one person who can eat, sleep, run, play, jump, and do anything without worrying about anything else. Life taught me so many things the past 2 years and now i feel that i'm a better person who is more responsible and of course i'm sure would be more lovable(in case)...How does it feel to be hurt...how does it feel to be dis respected.. how does it feel to be hated...how does it feel to be blamed everytime..how does it feel to be "not loved"...how does it feel to be called cheap...how does it feel to be abused.....find out everything and you got the mantra to be happy....CHAO GUYZ...
Thursday 26 January 2012
Sunday 6 November 2011
My inner reality
So....what is someones inner reality...is it knowing what you want, or what you've done earlier or what you're doing right now.Is it decided of how you behave or how you take things????? everything above can change but why is it also true that people never change..hhhmmmmm...seems i'm a good questioner but also am a good person to seek answers from. Right now, i'm a kind of person who wants to get married to someone who loves me and get the mental peace what is missing from my life for the last may 5-6 years. Really, after 20, life sucks. You get everything what you wanted when you were a teenager and those created more problems of its own. OK, the person i'm is the one who does not likes to be lied, of course no one does but what if i say that i can take anything but three jewels in my life would be trust, honesty and love. give me this and you got me. and even one breaks, sandy will be after your life and will virtually dig a grave for you.The kind of person most times means the kind of attitude that is personified on yourself (as far as i think). so this is me and this is my personality and WHO I AM!!! WHAT ABOUT YOU???
Monday 25 July 2011
Issues with DELL
Hey,
Any issues with a DELL or may be the services, products and or anything else. Lemme know.
Will fix it quickly.
Should we go ahead with it????
Hi fellas,
My name is Sandeep Kumar and this is probably the first time i'm blogging and yes, let me confess i'm really not sure how far i will go with it, but it seems to be a good idea to vent out or express your feelings or may be help someone else in your own situation. The main question for today's old teenagers(late 20s), should we go ahead with a girl who comes to you and then makes you fall in love with her and then go to someone else(may be her Ex or whatever). What are we supposed to do in this kind of scenarios. I'm sure answers are many but the only thing that i important to people like us is to be with someone who take care of you. And yes, let me confess, our testosterone is oozing ;) but does that mean go to any x y z and punch it out???
I'm some kind of person who have done practically everything in life that includes being a mess for my self and others as well. I have my Ex's getting married( of course to someone else) and i stand aside just for a mere congratulations. There has been girls who will come and go and i'm sure everyone understands this. But what if you want to stick to some and get married to her and something happens( fights etc) and there is a distance in between you and you come in a situation that you cannot live with her nor you can leave her. Should we listen to our brains and find someone else who is better in understanding your situation and your needs or should we follow our heart and stick to the same person with whom we spent the best time of our lives. Should we be together only in good time and leave the person in our bad time or should we continue with an already lost battle.
I'm sure this is a never ending chicken and egg question. What should we follow, Heart or Brain? Clever people will say, be selective according to the scenarios. But hey, Do anyone know why Mahabharata and Ramayana battle was fought. It was due to Draupadi and Sita(may be vica versa, not good with mythology).
May be this seems to be something from which most of goes through and but majority of us whats to be behind curtains and does not want to express and it may hamper our "manhood". But i'm really not sure what are we when we are alone.
I would like to continue with this session of blogging and express more things and experiences as they are just oozing out from inside me and i''m sure most of us would love them. But let see how many like it and wants to be a part of this.
Bye for now.
My name is Sandeep Kumar and this is probably the first time i'm blogging and yes, let me confess i'm really not sure how far i will go with it, but it seems to be a good idea to vent out or express your feelings or may be help someone else in your own situation. The main question for today's old teenagers(late 20s), should we go ahead with a girl who comes to you and then makes you fall in love with her and then go to someone else(may be her Ex or whatever). What are we supposed to do in this kind of scenarios. I'm sure answers are many but the only thing that i important to people like us is to be with someone who take care of you. And yes, let me confess, our testosterone is oozing ;) but does that mean go to any x y z and punch it out???
I'm some kind of person who have done practically everything in life that includes being a mess for my self and others as well. I have my Ex's getting married( of course to someone else) and i stand aside just for a mere congratulations. There has been girls who will come and go and i'm sure everyone understands this. But what if you want to stick to some and get married to her and something happens( fights etc) and there is a distance in between you and you come in a situation that you cannot live with her nor you can leave her. Should we listen to our brains and find someone else who is better in understanding your situation and your needs or should we follow our heart and stick to the same person with whom we spent the best time of our lives. Should we be together only in good time and leave the person in our bad time or should we continue with an already lost battle.
I'm sure this is a never ending chicken and egg question. What should we follow, Heart or Brain? Clever people will say, be selective according to the scenarios. But hey, Do anyone know why Mahabharata and Ramayana battle was fought. It was due to Draupadi and Sita(may be vica versa, not good with mythology).
May be this seems to be something from which most of goes through and but majority of us whats to be behind curtains and does not want to express and it may hamper our "manhood". But i'm really not sure what are we when we are alone.
I would like to continue with this session of blogging and express more things and experiences as they are just oozing out from inside me and i''m sure most of us would love them. But let see how many like it and wants to be a part of this.
Bye for now.
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